sigh. i thought about it.. if we cannot go in july, there are still 11 more months in the year. why should i be frustrated about not being able to go in july.. I CAN GO IN SEPTEMBER.. cooler.. not as hot as july. although no summer sales.. but as long as i can go, i should be counted as lucky. there are many other people in this world who has not stepped out of their country even once..

i have decided once and for all.. to let him go.. slowly. its impossible for us to be together now and forever. sigh. its difficult. if only i could delete him of everything in my brain.. jia you!!

throat infection is terrible+horrible+incorrigible+vegetable. no chilli means no spice. no spice means no excitement. no excitement means BORING~~ life with throat infection is practically eat, take medicine, sleep, eat, take medicine, sleep. feel so drowsy the whole day..

time for me to sleep... baa~

sigh. it will be another unhappy year. cannot go for the hong kong/macau trip with philip, elaine and clare. :'( i bidded for leave in july.. 21st to 29 july.. but got 12th to 20 july.. sigh. the other people who got the leave i wanted, is xin xuan, kleve, jeffrey and lin.

jeffrey will be going to hong kong with xin xuan and kleve. lin has already booked tickets to sydney.. so cannot swap. and yet if i want to swap for off days from 21st to 29th july, that means from 12th to 29th july will be empty.. more than half a month no work!!!! sigh.

another thing is my birthday.. luckily i bidded for a week to spend my last year as a teenager. leave is on 22th to 28th september. and just after i knew that i had my birthday off, i wasn't feeling so terrible.

until.. i was having lunch in the staff canteen, xin xuan called me.. said that they- she, kleve, jeffrey, bee ling and derek are planning to go to krabi for another holiday.. and jeffrey wanted my leave. i thought about it for a minute. it would be nice if jeffrey could give me the july leave and i give the september leave in exchange. and i said yes..

after having said that, i regretted terribly. it seems that jeffrey will not give me the leave in july. he wants to go for 2 holidays!

then what about me? silly me. why did i give him the leave... :'''''( now i cant go for the holiday and can't spend my birthday in peace. sad~

sigh. i thought about it.. if we cannot go in july, there are still 11 more months in the year. why should i be frustrated about not being able to go in july.. I CAN GO IN SEPTEMBER.. cooler.. not as hot as july. although no summer sales.. but as long as i can go, i should be counted as lucky. there are many other people in this world who has not stepped out of their country even once..

i have decided once and for all.. to let him go.. slowly. its impossible for us to be together now and forever. sigh. its difficult. if only i could delete him of everything in my brain.. jia you!!

throat infection is terrible+horrible+incorrigible+vegetable. no chilli means no spice. no spice means no excitement. no excitement means BORING~~ life with throat infection is practically eat, take medicine, sleep, eat, take medicine, sleep. feel so drowsy the whole day..

time for me to sleep... baa~

sigh. it will be another unhappy year. cannot go for the hong kong/macau trip with philip, elaine and clare. :'( i bidded for leave in july.. 21st to 29 july.. but got 12th to 20 july.. sigh. the other people who got the leave i wanted, is xin xuan, kleve, jeffrey and lin.

jeffrey will be going to hong kong with xin xuan and kleve. lin has already booked tickets to sydney.. so cannot swap. and yet if i want to swap for off days from 21st to 29th july, that means from 12th to 29th july will be empty.. more than half a month no work!!!! sigh.

another thing is my birthday.. luckily i bidded for a week to spend my last year as a teenager. leave is on 22th to 28th september. and just after i knew that i had my birthday off, i wasn't feeling so terrible.

until.. i was having lunch in the staff canteen, xin xuan called me.. said that they- she, kleve, jeffrey, bee ling and derek are planning to go to krabi for another holiday.. and jeffrey wanted my leave. i thought about it for a minute. it would be nice if jeffrey could give me the july leave and i give the september leave in exchange. and i said yes..

after having said that, i regretted terribly. it seems that jeffrey will not give me the leave in july. he wants to go for 2 holidays!

then what about me? silly me. why did i give him the leave... :'''''( now i cant go for the holiday and can't spend my birthday in peace. sad~