sigh. i thought about it.. if we cannot go in july, there are still 11 more months in the year. why should i be frustrated about not being able to go in july.. I CAN GO IN SEPTEMBER.. cooler.. not as hot as july. although no summer sales.. but as long as i can go, i should be counted as lucky. there are many other people in this world who has not stepped out of their country even once..
i have decided once and for all.. to let him go.. slowly. its impossible for us to be together now and forever. sigh. its difficult. if only i could delete him of everything in my brain.. jia you!!
throat infection is terrible+horrible+incorrigible+vegetable. no chilli means no spice. no spice means no excitement. no excitement means BORING~~ life with throat infection is practically eat, take medicine, sleep, eat, take medicine, sleep. feel so drowsy the whole day..
time for me to sleep... baa~