Hello! Its 5 + in the morning and I am still awake.

Why?

Because I have not used a laptop to go online since the last time I blogged.

AND THE LAST TIME I SYNC-ED MY IPAD WAS IN JULY~~ omg.

and now i cannot sync my iPad cause there is an error. Damn!

I wonder what time can i go to bed later. Maybe i'll still be awake when my husband comes home and buys me breakfast.. :D

Since my last post, I have gone shopping!

2 weekends in a row, Hubby's cousin and I went to the same place to shop - City Hall City Link. Last friday, we spent about 8 hours walking into almost every shop hoping that we can get to spend our hard-earned money on something pretty. Like the usual bags, shoes, dresses etc. But not forgetting to stop for tea breaks (a.k.a this is the only day we can stop thinking of our diet and just EAT!!).

Sometimes i think that GOD is really fair to everyone. No one is perfect.

If you are born with a good figure, most of the time your face / complexion will be terrible. Which i believe that all pretty women did sacrifice something or relied on cosmetics to cover up their flaws. (in blunt words, good figures always come with a buang face)

However, if you are born with a pretty face, consider yourself luckier than the girls in the category mentioned above. Because if you look pretty already, all you have to do in just put in some effort to lose the weight and maintain. You might not be model skinny. But you look great with a little flesh where its supposed to be, which really turns on some men.

Nevertheless, as long you are confident of your own body, knows & wears what suits your figure, you will feel beautiful. Others will be able to feel it too! Even if you carry a fake LV bag, other people will never suspect that its a fake. Wahahahahaha!

To: Looking fabulous,

It has become so boring in office that I actually have the time to blog.

Ever since i started drinking lemon juice + water, i've been feeling super exhausted & sleepy everyday..

According to my mother-in-law, lemon juice works miracles for her..

For example:
1. It smoothens your complexion, giving it a natural glow.
2. It will help you to shed some weight.
3. It suppresses your appetite. (dont' know if its psychological or i really don't feel hungry)

However, you must have the patience to buy and squeeze lemons into a small container, taking only about 1/2 a lemon at each time, twice a day. You can mix with plain water until you can take the sourness.

Most importantly you must have the determination to drink it everyday.

So far i have not felt its effects working its wonders for my complexion yet, but i will continue while having as little carbo as i can. (i cannot believe im doing this to myself. i just looove food soooo much... <-which explains my size. haha)

I . must . hold . on .... for .  the . sake . of . my . future...

Urgh~ *yawn*

Btw, my mother-in-law has given me permission for me to go back flying!! That's one of the reason why im so detemined to get rid of the results of my uncontrolled eating and unhealthy habits.

Jia you~ Jia you~ Jia you~

Hello, it has been a very very very long time since i came in here and i thought it is time i continued to rant about various things.

A long time has passed and of course, i've changed a lot too!

Now im legally married (legally only arh!!). live a boring life, work everyday and go home after. have a very lazy husband (cannot believe he is lazier than me!!! doh~) HAD a dog - i really meant HAD cause it was just for a few months.

Somehow, i kinda miss the exciting life i led before, when i was still flying and single. Tsk tsk. Still not contented.

Work used to be challenging. And it seems that i didn't really get out of the aviation industry. Freight forwarding puts my brains to the test, squeezing it dry whenever a problem comes up. Other than that, its a normal 8.30am - 5.30pm sit-until-your-butt-is-so-big job. Not that the pay is fantastic, just that i am WAITING FOR THE BONUS TO COME BEFORE I FIND A NEW JOB~!~!

Let me tell you a story of a bitch at my workplace.
Her name is L**da and she is a snake with so many heads that i don't even want to look at her lest i turn into stone. lol. My relationship with her was okay, neutral laaa. She would always help me to bring documents downstairs as she was working downstairs. One day, i was supposed to do up a list of contact numbers of the colleagues in my office. All of us in Customer Service (CS) and Billing department was okay with stating their personal mobile numbers on the contact list as it is only for all of us upstairs. So i called downstairs the Import Operations dept (L**da, J**ks*n) to ask if they would like to have their numbers put on the contact list. Both L**da & J**ks*n got kinda worked up. So, for the copies to be put downstairs, i left out all the mobile numbers out except for managerial ones. Whereas for upstairs, we had everybody's numbers.
Few days after, while i was having lunch, L**da called me said that she told me before that she didn't want her number in case we gave them to customers who would call her outside office hours. I emphasized that it is only for our convenience in case we needed to contact them urgently. Nobody in the right mind would provide personal mobile numbers to customers without approval.

Upon returning to office, i received a very nasty email from J**ks*n (sent from his Ipad - during office hours!!)

Hello.

This is J**ks*n Hxx from Import Ops.

I have stated my displeasure regarding you indicating our personal mobile numbers on the contact list and you still went ahead to do it. You are not respecting our privacy and furthermore, company is not the ones paying for our handphone bills. I suggest you remove all of our numbers with immeditate effect.

What i replied to him. which i did not send (persuasion from my boss and colleagues)

Hello.

This is K*****  from Airfreight Customer Service.

Do you actually understand what is the contact list used for? If i don't put your numbers on it, would it still be called a contact list? In any urgent cases that we need to contact you and we can't find you, who would be responsible if anything happens?? Besides, i suggest you upgrade your mobile plan as all of us has free incoming now. Including prepaid cards. Lastly, using your Ipad during office hours?? Wait until the big boss sees your email.

Boss called me into his office to ask me about this issue. I explained to him and he told me L**da's side of the story. She told him that she cried knowing that she might be receiving calls at night from customers. (LIAR!!) and said i told her over the phone that we WILL give their mobile numbers to customers. (how dare you put words into my mouth.. I CURSE YOU~~~)

Anyway, i knew i won. because, Boss believed what i said, and he said if she continues her nonsense, just tell her i was following his orders.

I LOVE MY BOSS!!! he is such a nice guy *full of admiration*

my colleague suggested that i revenge by putting up an advertisement in public toilets which will look like:

Free Sex with Mature Woman/Man 24/7. Call me @ 9xxx xxxx

Btw, i am going to give you the picures of L**da & J**ks*n.

Enjoy~




Till next time~

i am actually quite a nice person to be with. until you step on my dragon tail. see me spit fire into your face. and that is what happens in Who Lives Near You.

Aaron says:
how are u ?
when are u free to collect ur card?
hmm u remove me from facebook ?

I say:
yes. if you have to know, i blocked you from msn too. im won't be free forever to collect my cards, neither do i want them back anymore. they are like trash to me now. just like you. oops.. did i hurt your tiny heart? awww. don't cry. at least you should be happy we ended before i married you. or you would be crying every single day!
stop acting like you are the most innocent. God saw everything that you did... be careful of retribution my dear..
Last but not least, take care and fuck off from my life!!

words of advice for you my foe. never wear a hat that is bigger than your head, which can also mean, never promise others, things that you cannot fulfill.. cause it will only show what kind of a person you really are.

i think singapore is missing another cannon. 1 was taken away by jeff. please return the other one ok Aaron ?

i finally gave him a piece of my mind. and i am soooo happy.. he asked for it. seriously~

i feel good.. lalalalala.. :)

hey, im back..

its been such a long long time.. i kinda forgot that i actually have a blog still running.

and its after talking to my first love in msn that i suddenly felt like blogging.

still remember the first time going out together on a date. kinda funny cause, i think it wasn't just me and him. my best friend was there too. but i can't remember where we went..

8 years has passed in a flash. im still rooted here. believing in something that i cannot believe that im believing.

sometimes i feel so alone, but yet there are so many people all around me. sigh. i hate to be emotional thinking of the times i am still waiting. here. sigh. till next time.

sheesh. im actually copying this from wen hui whom copied this from EL? (elroy?)

Instructions.
1. put your music player on shuffle.
2. press forward for each question.
3. use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!4. tag 10 people to play this game too.
5*. add lyrics that sort of apply and your personal response to the answer!* wen hui's addition

how are you feeling today?
Ella Fitzgerald- Dream A Little Dream Of Me
How do your friends see you?
Korean Drama- Sad Love Story OST - L.O.V.E (Song By Kim Hee Sun) - Nat King Cole
what is your best friend's theme song?
品冠-一颗心交给谁
what is the story of your life?
Beyond- 光辉岁月
how can you get ahead in life?
杨培安-我相信
what is the best thing about your friends?
Westlife- SOLEDAD
what song describes you?
周杰伦 - 蒲公英的约定
describe your grandparents...?
Air Supply- Without You
how is your life going?
Feng Fei Fei- Ku Jiu Man Bei
how does the world see you?
Christina Aguilera- Hurt
do your friends really think of you?
Kelly Clarkson- Breakaway
can you make yourself happy?
Coco Lee- Before I Fall In Love
what should you do with your life?
周杰伦-菊花台
will you ever have children?
杨培安-只有我做得到

for the lyrics part, super lazy to type. pardon me. :p

mm.. this blog still exists? yes it does. just that the sheep is too busy to blog. but she has time to play mahjong on viwawa. haha..

recently. or rather just a few days ago, my friend offered me a prospective job offer. and i am in the midst of considering whether to stay in jetstar or move on.. practically, its an office job.. 8 to 5, sit in the office kinda job. but of course this job will pay me better than what jetstar is paying me. something like investment banking? end of year bonus would be about 4-6 months?

but thinking of leaving is a thing.. and actually leaving jetstar is another thing. i will seriously miss the crew.. the fun.. the laughter... the "i don't give a heck about Yvette" attitude. the food.. (crew wraps are the most horrible. but i like the kuay tiao).. the kind of mindset when the crew goes clubbing is we just have to show our crew pass and we get in free..!! sometimes, drinks are 1 for 1!!! people are trying to get in, and im trying to get out. thats why i always say, the job of a cabin crew isn't as beautiful as how it sounds. you would have to try it to know it yourself.. i haven't told melanie (my aunt) yet. wonder what will be her reaction... when i told her i wanted to try for emirates, she said NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! and even talked to Andrew from coporate not to accept me if i do go for the emirates interview. sigh. sometimes, it just sucks being my age.

these are just decisions in life that we have to face. and one wrong step could destroy everything..

anyway, in short... the black sheep needs to think logically and for her future. for now.. *poof* good night~

sigh. i thought about it.. if we cannot go in july, there are still 11 more months in the year. why should i be frustrated about not being able to go in july.. I CAN GO IN SEPTEMBER.. cooler.. not as hot as july. although no summer sales.. but as long as i can go, i should be counted as lucky. there are many other people in this world who has not stepped out of their country even once..

i have decided once and for all.. to let him go.. slowly. its impossible for us to be together now and forever. sigh. its difficult. if only i could delete him of everything in my brain.. jia you!!

throat infection is terrible+horrible+incorrigible+vegetable. no chilli means no spice. no spice means no excitement. no excitement means BORING~~ life with throat infection is practically eat, take medicine, sleep, eat, take medicine, sleep. feel so drowsy the whole day..

time for me to sleep... baa~

sigh. it will be another unhappy year. cannot go for the hong kong/macau trip with philip, elaine and clare. :'( i bidded for leave in july.. 21st to 29 july.. but got 12th to 20 july.. sigh. the other people who got the leave i wanted, is xin xuan, kleve, jeffrey and lin.

jeffrey will be going to hong kong with xin xuan and kleve. lin has already booked tickets to sydney.. so cannot swap. and yet if i want to swap for off days from 21st to 29th july, that means from 12th to 29th july will be empty.. more than half a month no work!!!! sigh.

another thing is my birthday.. luckily i bidded for a week to spend my last year as a teenager. leave is on 22th to 28th september. and just after i knew that i had my birthday off, i wasn't feeling so terrible.

until.. i was having lunch in the staff canteen, xin xuan called me.. said that they- she, kleve, jeffrey, bee ling and derek are planning to go to krabi for another holiday.. and jeffrey wanted my leave. i thought about it for a minute. it would be nice if jeffrey could give me the july leave and i give the september leave in exchange. and i said yes..

after having said that, i regretted terribly. it seems that jeffrey will not give me the leave in july. he wants to go for 2 holidays!

then what about me? silly me. why did i give him the leave... :'''''( now i cant go for the holiday and can't spend my birthday in peace. sad~

*above.. see.. she is one nice babe too! ~ shahirah*

*above.. too much sunblock! oops.. XP~ shahirah and james***

above.. pete and the beautiful scenary behind..

*above.. pete and i.. jealous james just have to disturb!*

*above.. taking pictures of don't know who's horse.. haha *

above* all of us dressed in our helmets and ready to go!

above* 3 of us.. only joanne seems to be smiling at the camera.. but actually she is very scared~ while fanny and i are concentrating on the safety briefing..

above* nice scenery where the driver stopped us in the middle of the journey down the winding slope just for us to take pictures..

above* pete is looking emotional when he is actually smiling. (if you look closely)~

as it will be all of our's last flight to Cairns, we decided to make it a bit more special.. and fun..

after we arrived back at the hotel, we changed and jumped into the hotel pool with a few cans of beer, relaxing..

as i was bored.. as usual.. i challenged james to a mini swimming competition. if i won, james would treat everyone to dinner. whereas if james won, he would treat everyone to drinks at dinner. woohoo.. what an attractive offer!!

READY.. GET SET.. *BANG*!!

both of us plunged into the pool. when i reached the otherside, james shouted that i won.. unbelievable!! like as if.. fanny said that when james finished the lap, i was only at half the pool *i felt the cold water being splashed all over me* (chinese idiom)

after swimming, we showered, changed and met downstairs for dinner at hogs breath. dinner was wonderful.. CALAMARI STEAK.. *drools* though i overestimated that i could finish a horse but didn't even finish my piece of steak, i was very much satisfied and was ready to go back to the hotel and zzz..

but.. james still wouldn't let us off.. all of us went to Gilligans.. (is that how you spell the name?) wow.. happening~ had another mug of beer that is supposed to be Tiger.. but doesn't taste like a Tiger.. it tasted like a lion.. JOKING

finally we staggered back to the hotel.. everyone separated.. and zzz..

ps* for more photos, go to my facebook. all the remaining photos are there.. Cheers and till next time!

baa~

>as a rememberance, gordon bought this photo from the lady who took this photo from us. 15 aud. not too bad.. not too bad for a so called 'honeymoon'

baa~

~christmas wishlist~

1. mp3
2. digital camera
3. labtop
4. handphone
5. perfume
6. a pet dog
7. mini game console

that is the end of my material needs.

i went to the John Little sale at the expo yesterday and spent $108 on things chips, noodles, lingerie, boxers, a kettle, a blouse, mouth wash and floss string. crazy huh..

anyway.. the sfa course went well, i passed the cpr practical, passed the first aid test with only one wrong answer, scrapped through the emergency procedures dicussion.

but on the 24th, i went to a chalet to bbq and party.. thinking that i could party till late cause i had an afternoon flight the next day. at 11pm, sats operation called me. they asked if i could help them do a manila flight in the morning for them cause some crew reported sick and they could not get others to do the flight. i rejected them. cause if i take the manila flight, there wont be transport for the trip to the airport and back. whereas if i do a afternoon hong kong flight, i would have transport after the flight. so i partied.. on 7up and coke.. lol.

reached home at 4.30 am. and by the time i took a shower and changed, it was already 5.10. so i checked my mails are went to bed at 5.20. at 5.25am, sats operations called to tell me that they really need me to do the manila flight cause they really could not get any crew. omg.. 5 minutes of sleep.. so i showered and rushed out.. took a cab and reached in 20 minutes.. stoned throughout the whole flight. upon reaching home, my grams and mom thought i was kidnapped. cause my mobile phone and trolley bag was at home. i had used a labtop bag instead of the normal trolley bag..

anyway.. its almost time for dinner.. bye~

wooooohoooo...i feel very very high now.. after a few drinks of absolute vodka peach and 7-up.. wooohooo.. i feel like floating... hehehehe.. met jeremy and mian yuan after my dinner.. then they decided to go to alvin's house to drink and play.. so stanley came to fetch us, eileen came along as well.. with jiong fa and we drove.. at first alvin wasn't at home.. so we went to ... oh no.. there is a rash on my ankle.. bothe legs... hahahahah.. its itching like crazy.. oh ya.. adn i forgto to add.. imm red.. like a lobster.. almost typed monster... hahahaahahaha... oh ya.. the vodka with peach.. mixed with 7-up... eeeewwww.. tasted like cough syrup.. but its fun... playing card games with all my secondary classmates... we were shouting "ugly, ugly, ugly" cause we are syupposed to get 3 of the same cards.. then shout.. UGLY UGLY UGLY... then alvin said, after someone shouts that, say YOU TOO YOU TOO.. harharhar.. get the joke?... lol.. then mian yuan said.. when ibm recruits staff, they usually ask a questuon during the interceiw.. "if you go to a house adn you want to go back to your room, you have to turn on the light in your room.. and there are 3 rooms=3 light switchse.. but the light switches are downstairs.. you only have 1 chance to get the corredct switch to your room light.. how would you know that which light swich is the one for your eoom? huh... answer me peoole.. ahahaha.. i bet you dont know tha answer... omg. its simple babe.. mian yuan says,,, swutch on 2.. then wait for 5 minutes.. afterthat, switch odd all the lghts and touch the light bulbs to see which one is hot.. ahahah.. get it...lol.. im super tired.. my eyes are droopping... wahahahah.. i need to snooooxe... bye babise...good nute...

this is the pot of roses that i bought from ikea. just in a few days, and cause of my beautiful singing and talking to the buds, it finally bloomed beautifully this morning.

YEA YEA!!!

Hello! Its 5 + in the morning and I am still awake.

Why?

Because I have not used a laptop to go online since the last time I blogged.

AND THE LAST TIME I SYNC-ED MY IPAD WAS IN JULY~~ omg.

and now i cannot sync my iPad cause there is an error. Damn!

I wonder what time can i go to bed later. Maybe i'll still be awake when my husband comes home and buys me breakfast.. :D

Since my last post, I have gone shopping!

2 weekends in a row, Hubby's cousin and I went to the same place to shop - City Hall City Link. Last friday, we spent about 8 hours walking into almost every shop hoping that we can get to spend our hard-earned money on something pretty. Like the usual bags, shoes, dresses etc. But not forgetting to stop for tea breaks (a.k.a this is the only day we can stop thinking of our diet and just EAT!!).

Sometimes i think that GOD is really fair to everyone. No one is perfect.

If you are born with a good figure, most of the time your face / complexion will be terrible. Which i believe that all pretty women did sacrifice something or relied on cosmetics to cover up their flaws. (in blunt words, good figures always come with a buang face)

However, if you are born with a pretty face, consider yourself luckier than the girls in the category mentioned above. Because if you look pretty already, all you have to do in just put in some effort to lose the weight and maintain. You might not be model skinny. But you look great with a little flesh where its supposed to be, which really turns on some men.

Nevertheless, as long you are confident of your own body, knows & wears what suits your figure, you will feel beautiful. Others will be able to feel it too! Even if you carry a fake LV bag, other people will never suspect that its a fake. Wahahahahaha!

To: Looking fabulous,

It has become so boring in office that I actually have the time to blog.

Ever since i started drinking lemon juice + water, i've been feeling super exhausted & sleepy everyday..

According to my mother-in-law, lemon juice works miracles for her..

For example:
1. It smoothens your complexion, giving it a natural glow.
2. It will help you to shed some weight.
3. It suppresses your appetite. (dont' know if its psychological or i really don't feel hungry)

However, you must have the patience to buy and squeeze lemons into a small container, taking only about 1/2 a lemon at each time, twice a day. You can mix with plain water until you can take the sourness.

Most importantly you must have the determination to drink it everyday.

So far i have not felt its effects working its wonders for my complexion yet, but i will continue while having as little carbo as i can. (i cannot believe im doing this to myself. i just looove food soooo much... <-which explains my size. haha)

I . must . hold . on .... for .  the . sake . of . my . future...

Urgh~ *yawn*

Btw, my mother-in-law has given me permission for me to go back flying!! That's one of the reason why im so detemined to get rid of the results of my uncontrolled eating and unhealthy habits.

Jia you~ Jia you~ Jia you~

Hello, it has been a very very very long time since i came in here and i thought it is time i continued to rant about various things.

A long time has passed and of course, i've changed a lot too!

Now im legally married (legally only arh!!). live a boring life, work everyday and go home after. have a very lazy husband (cannot believe he is lazier than me!!! doh~) HAD a dog - i really meant HAD cause it was just for a few months.

Somehow, i kinda miss the exciting life i led before, when i was still flying and single. Tsk tsk. Still not contented.

Work used to be challenging. And it seems that i didn't really get out of the aviation industry. Freight forwarding puts my brains to the test, squeezing it dry whenever a problem comes up. Other than that, its a normal 8.30am - 5.30pm sit-until-your-butt-is-so-big job. Not that the pay is fantastic, just that i am WAITING FOR THE BONUS TO COME BEFORE I FIND A NEW JOB~!~!

Let me tell you a story of a bitch at my workplace.
Her name is L**da and she is a snake with so many heads that i don't even want to look at her lest i turn into stone. lol. My relationship with her was okay, neutral laaa. She would always help me to bring documents downstairs as she was working downstairs. One day, i was supposed to do up a list of contact numbers of the colleagues in my office. All of us in Customer Service (CS) and Billing department was okay with stating their personal mobile numbers on the contact list as it is only for all of us upstairs. So i called downstairs the Import Operations dept (L**da, J**ks*n) to ask if they would like to have their numbers put on the contact list. Both L**da & J**ks*n got kinda worked up. So, for the copies to be put downstairs, i left out all the mobile numbers out except for managerial ones. Whereas for upstairs, we had everybody's numbers.
Few days after, while i was having lunch, L**da called me said that she told me before that she didn't want her number in case we gave them to customers who would call her outside office hours. I emphasized that it is only for our convenience in case we needed to contact them urgently. Nobody in the right mind would provide personal mobile numbers to customers without approval.

Upon returning to office, i received a very nasty email from J**ks*n (sent from his Ipad - during office hours!!)

Hello.

This is J**ks*n Hxx from Import Ops.

I have stated my displeasure regarding you indicating our personal mobile numbers on the contact list and you still went ahead to do it. You are not respecting our privacy and furthermore, company is not the ones paying for our handphone bills. I suggest you remove all of our numbers with immeditate effect.

What i replied to him. which i did not send (persuasion from my boss and colleagues)

Hello.

This is K*****  from Airfreight Customer Service.

Do you actually understand what is the contact list used for? If i don't put your numbers on it, would it still be called a contact list? In any urgent cases that we need to contact you and we can't find you, who would be responsible if anything happens?? Besides, i suggest you upgrade your mobile plan as all of us has free incoming now. Including prepaid cards. Lastly, using your Ipad during office hours?? Wait until the big boss sees your email.

Boss called me into his office to ask me about this issue. I explained to him and he told me L**da's side of the story. She told him that she cried knowing that she might be receiving calls at night from customers. (LIAR!!) and said i told her over the phone that we WILL give their mobile numbers to customers. (how dare you put words into my mouth.. I CURSE YOU~~~)

Anyway, i knew i won. because, Boss believed what i said, and he said if she continues her nonsense, just tell her i was following his orders.

I LOVE MY BOSS!!! he is such a nice guy *full of admiration*

my colleague suggested that i revenge by putting up an advertisement in public toilets which will look like:

Free Sex with Mature Woman/Man 24/7. Call me @ 9xxx xxxx

Btw, i am going to give you the picures of L**da & J**ks*n.

Enjoy~




Till next time~

i am actually quite a nice person to be with. until you step on my dragon tail. see me spit fire into your face. and that is what happens in Who Lives Near You.

Aaron says:
how are u ?
when are u free to collect ur card?
hmm u remove me from facebook ?

I say:
yes. if you have to know, i blocked you from msn too. im won't be free forever to collect my cards, neither do i want them back anymore. they are like trash to me now. just like you. oops.. did i hurt your tiny heart? awww. don't cry. at least you should be happy we ended before i married you. or you would be crying every single day!
stop acting like you are the most innocent. God saw everything that you did... be careful of retribution my dear..
Last but not least, take care and fuck off from my life!!

words of advice for you my foe. never wear a hat that is bigger than your head, which can also mean, never promise others, things that you cannot fulfill.. cause it will only show what kind of a person you really are.

i think singapore is missing another cannon. 1 was taken away by jeff. please return the other one ok Aaron ?

i finally gave him a piece of my mind. and i am soooo happy.. he asked for it. seriously~

i feel good.. lalalalala.. :)

hey, im back..

its been such a long long time.. i kinda forgot that i actually have a blog still running.

and its after talking to my first love in msn that i suddenly felt like blogging.

still remember the first time going out together on a date. kinda funny cause, i think it wasn't just me and him. my best friend was there too. but i can't remember where we went..

8 years has passed in a flash. im still rooted here. believing in something that i cannot believe that im believing.

sometimes i feel so alone, but yet there are so many people all around me. sigh. i hate to be emotional thinking of the times i am still waiting. here. sigh. till next time.

sheesh. im actually copying this from wen hui whom copied this from EL? (elroy?)

Instructions.
1. put your music player on shuffle.
2. press forward for each question.
3. use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!4. tag 10 people to play this game too.
5*. add lyrics that sort of apply and your personal response to the answer!* wen hui's addition

how are you feeling today?
Ella Fitzgerald- Dream A Little Dream Of Me
How do your friends see you?
Korean Drama- Sad Love Story OST - L.O.V.E (Song By Kim Hee Sun) - Nat King Cole
what is your best friend's theme song?
品冠-一颗心交给谁
what is the story of your life?
Beyond- 光辉岁月
how can you get ahead in life?
杨培安-我相信
what is the best thing about your friends?
Westlife- SOLEDAD
what song describes you?
周杰伦 - 蒲公英的约定
describe your grandparents...?
Air Supply- Without You
how is your life going?
Feng Fei Fei- Ku Jiu Man Bei
how does the world see you?
Christina Aguilera- Hurt
do your friends really think of you?
Kelly Clarkson- Breakaway
can you make yourself happy?
Coco Lee- Before I Fall In Love
what should you do with your life?
周杰伦-菊花台
will you ever have children?
杨培安-只有我做得到

for the lyrics part, super lazy to type. pardon me. :p

mm.. this blog still exists? yes it does. just that the sheep is too busy to blog. but she has time to play mahjong on viwawa. haha..

recently. or rather just a few days ago, my friend offered me a prospective job offer. and i am in the midst of considering whether to stay in jetstar or move on.. practically, its an office job.. 8 to 5, sit in the office kinda job. but of course this job will pay me better than what jetstar is paying me. something like investment banking? end of year bonus would be about 4-6 months?

but thinking of leaving is a thing.. and actually leaving jetstar is another thing. i will seriously miss the crew.. the fun.. the laughter... the "i don't give a heck about Yvette" attitude. the food.. (crew wraps are the most horrible. but i like the kuay tiao).. the kind of mindset when the crew goes clubbing is we just have to show our crew pass and we get in free..!! sometimes, drinks are 1 for 1!!! people are trying to get in, and im trying to get out. thats why i always say, the job of a cabin crew isn't as beautiful as how it sounds. you would have to try it to know it yourself.. i haven't told melanie (my aunt) yet. wonder what will be her reaction... when i told her i wanted to try for emirates, she said NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! and even talked to Andrew from coporate not to accept me if i do go for the emirates interview. sigh. sometimes, it just sucks being my age.

these are just decisions in life that we have to face. and one wrong step could destroy everything..

anyway, in short... the black sheep needs to think logically and for her future. for now.. *poof* good night~

sigh. i thought about it.. if we cannot go in july, there are still 11 more months in the year. why should i be frustrated about not being able to go in july.. I CAN GO IN SEPTEMBER.. cooler.. not as hot as july. although no summer sales.. but as long as i can go, i should be counted as lucky. there are many other people in this world who has not stepped out of their country even once..

i have decided once and for all.. to let him go.. slowly. its impossible for us to be together now and forever. sigh. its difficult. if only i could delete him of everything in my brain.. jia you!!

throat infection is terrible+horrible+incorrigible+vegetable. no chilli means no spice. no spice means no excitement. no excitement means BORING~~ life with throat infection is practically eat, take medicine, sleep, eat, take medicine, sleep. feel so drowsy the whole day..

time for me to sleep... baa~

sigh. it will be another unhappy year. cannot go for the hong kong/macau trip with philip, elaine and clare. :'( i bidded for leave in july.. 21st to 29 july.. but got 12th to 20 july.. sigh. the other people who got the leave i wanted, is xin xuan, kleve, jeffrey and lin.

jeffrey will be going to hong kong with xin xuan and kleve. lin has already booked tickets to sydney.. so cannot swap. and yet if i want to swap for off days from 21st to 29th july, that means from 12th to 29th july will be empty.. more than half a month no work!!!! sigh.

another thing is my birthday.. luckily i bidded for a week to spend my last year as a teenager. leave is on 22th to 28th september. and just after i knew that i had my birthday off, i wasn't feeling so terrible.

until.. i was having lunch in the staff canteen, xin xuan called me.. said that they- she, kleve, jeffrey, bee ling and derek are planning to go to krabi for another holiday.. and jeffrey wanted my leave. i thought about it for a minute. it would be nice if jeffrey could give me the july leave and i give the september leave in exchange. and i said yes..

after having said that, i regretted terribly. it seems that jeffrey will not give me the leave in july. he wants to go for 2 holidays!

then what about me? silly me. why did i give him the leave... :'''''( now i cant go for the holiday and can't spend my birthday in peace. sad~

*above.. see.. she is one nice babe too! ~ shahirah*

*above.. too much sunblock! oops.. XP~ shahirah and james***

above.. pete and the beautiful scenary behind..

*above.. pete and i.. jealous james just have to disturb!*

*above.. taking pictures of don't know who's horse.. haha *

above* all of us dressed in our helmets and ready to go!

above* 3 of us.. only joanne seems to be smiling at the camera.. but actually she is very scared~ while fanny and i are concentrating on the safety briefing..

above* nice scenery where the driver stopped us in the middle of the journey down the winding slope just for us to take pictures..

above* pete is looking emotional when he is actually smiling. (if you look closely)~

as it will be all of our's last flight to Cairns, we decided to make it a bit more special.. and fun..

after we arrived back at the hotel, we changed and jumped into the hotel pool with a few cans of beer, relaxing..

as i was bored.. as usual.. i challenged james to a mini swimming competition. if i won, james would treat everyone to dinner. whereas if james won, he would treat everyone to drinks at dinner. woohoo.. what an attractive offer!!

READY.. GET SET.. *BANG*!!

both of us plunged into the pool. when i reached the otherside, james shouted that i won.. unbelievable!! like as if.. fanny said that when james finished the lap, i was only at half the pool *i felt the cold water being splashed all over me* (chinese idiom)

after swimming, we showered, changed and met downstairs for dinner at hogs breath. dinner was wonderful.. CALAMARI STEAK.. *drools* though i overestimated that i could finish a horse but didn't even finish my piece of steak, i was very much satisfied and was ready to go back to the hotel and zzz..

but.. james still wouldn't let us off.. all of us went to Gilligans.. (is that how you spell the name?) wow.. happening~ had another mug of beer that is supposed to be Tiger.. but doesn't taste like a Tiger.. it tasted like a lion.. JOKING

finally we staggered back to the hotel.. everyone separated.. and zzz..

ps* for more photos, go to my facebook. all the remaining photos are there.. Cheers and till next time!

baa~

>as a rememberance, gordon bought this photo from the lady who took this photo from us. 15 aud. not too bad.. not too bad for a so called 'honeymoon'

baa~

~christmas wishlist~

1. mp3
2. digital camera
3. labtop
4. handphone
5. perfume
6. a pet dog
7. mini game console

that is the end of my material needs.

i went to the John Little sale at the expo yesterday and spent $108 on things chips, noodles, lingerie, boxers, a kettle, a blouse, mouth wash and floss string. crazy huh..

anyway.. the sfa course went well, i passed the cpr practical, passed the first aid test with only one wrong answer, scrapped through the emergency procedures dicussion.

but on the 24th, i went to a chalet to bbq and party.. thinking that i could party till late cause i had an afternoon flight the next day. at 11pm, sats operation called me. they asked if i could help them do a manila flight in the morning for them cause some crew reported sick and they could not get others to do the flight. i rejected them. cause if i take the manila flight, there wont be transport for the trip to the airport and back. whereas if i do a afternoon hong kong flight, i would have transport after the flight. so i partied.. on 7up and coke.. lol.

reached home at 4.30 am. and by the time i took a shower and changed, it was already 5.10. so i checked my mails are went to bed at 5.20. at 5.25am, sats operations called to tell me that they really need me to do the manila flight cause they really could not get any crew. omg.. 5 minutes of sleep.. so i showered and rushed out.. took a cab and reached in 20 minutes.. stoned throughout the whole flight. upon reaching home, my grams and mom thought i was kidnapped. cause my mobile phone and trolley bag was at home. i had used a labtop bag instead of the normal trolley bag..

anyway.. its almost time for dinner.. bye~

wooooohoooo...i feel very very high now.. after a few drinks of absolute vodka peach and 7-up.. wooohooo.. i feel like floating... hehehehe.. met jeremy and mian yuan after my dinner.. then they decided to go to alvin's house to drink and play.. so stanley came to fetch us, eileen came along as well.. with jiong fa and we drove.. at first alvin wasn't at home.. so we went to ... oh no.. there is a rash on my ankle.. bothe legs... hahahahah.. its itching like crazy.. oh ya.. adn i forgto to add.. imm red.. like a lobster.. almost typed monster... hahahaahahaha... oh ya.. the vodka with peach.. mixed with 7-up... eeeewwww.. tasted like cough syrup.. but its fun... playing card games with all my secondary classmates... we were shouting "ugly, ugly, ugly" cause we are syupposed to get 3 of the same cards.. then shout.. UGLY UGLY UGLY... then alvin said, after someone shouts that, say YOU TOO YOU TOO.. harharhar.. get the joke?... lol.. then mian yuan said.. when ibm recruits staff, they usually ask a questuon during the interceiw.. "if you go to a house adn you want to go back to your room, you have to turn on the light in your room.. and there are 3 rooms=3 light switchse.. but the light switches are downstairs.. you only have 1 chance to get the corredct switch to your room light.. how would you know that which light swich is the one for your eoom? huh... answer me peoole.. ahahaha.. i bet you dont know tha answer... omg. its simple babe.. mian yuan says,,, swutch on 2.. then wait for 5 minutes.. afterthat, switch odd all the lghts and touch the light bulbs to see which one is hot.. ahahah.. get it...lol.. im super tired.. my eyes are droopping... wahahahah.. i need to snooooxe... bye babise...good nute...

this is the pot of roses that i bought from ikea. just in a few days, and cause of my beautiful singing and talking to the buds, it finally bloomed beautifully this morning.

YEA YEA!!!