sigh. it will be another unhappy year. cannot go for the hong kong/macau trip with philip, elaine and clare. :'( i bidded for leave in july.. 21st to 29 july.. but got 12th to 20 july.. sigh. the other people who got the leave i wanted, is xin xuan, kleve, jeffrey and lin.
jeffrey will be going to hong kong with xin xuan and kleve. lin has already booked tickets to sydney.. so cannot swap. and yet if i want to swap for off days from 21st to 29th july, that means from 12th to 29th july will be empty.. more than half a month no work!!!! sigh.
another thing is my birthday.. luckily i bidded for a week to spend my last year as a teenager. leave is on 22th to 28th september. and just after i knew that i had my birthday off, i wasn't feeling so terrible.
until.. i was having lunch in the staff canteen, xin xuan called me.. said that they- she, kleve, jeffrey, bee ling and derek are planning to go to krabi for another holiday.. and jeffrey wanted my leave. i thought about it for a minute. it would be nice if jeffrey could give me the july leave and i give the september leave in exchange. and i said yes..
after having said that, i regretted terribly. it seems that jeffrey will not give me the leave in july. he wants to go for 2 holidays!
then what about me? silly me. why did i give him the leave... :'''''( now i cant go for the holiday and can't spend my birthday in peace. sad~
baa~~