it has been days since i last blogged. feeling a bit confused by what he said. a bit tired with work. a bit excited bout my bangkok trip. a bit lonely cause im going alone. a bit worried bout my future. a bit of these here and there. im feeling a bit lost in the lalang. i keep hearing bout england almost everyday and yet i don't have an idea what is it like. im not very sure if i can move overseas. although i want to, i will have to scrimp and save. it will be a huge change. im not sure if i can accept this change, not sure if i can accept the changes that will happen to me in the future. im not even sure whether i have a future. for me and for us.
its tiring being a human.
baa~