hey! im feeling so tired. just came back from cairns yesterday, did an office standby today and going to Bangkok tom. what is this man.. cheap labour?? tooot..... poor me.. working so hard just for a little sum of money just enough for me to buy.. a home theatre system..? lol.. im just bull-shitting.

cant wait to move overseas and study. everyone is laughing at me being stupid enough to choose a subject like Psychology? ya right.. thats why i don't want to live here. only my sister-in-law believes in me.. see what i mean.. even my brother thinks i cannot make it. what a pathetic girl i am.

wouldn't it be fun.. to stay far far away somewhere where you will live the life that you have always wanted..? i always thought that although our parents (for me is PARENT.) brought us up, we can't listen to them all our lives. yes, we should respect them as our elders.. but not excessively.. in moderation.. Singapore's ads always highlight the icon EAT IN MODERATION. like some people who is always a mummy's boy or mummy's girl.. GET A LIFE, MAN.

and the only way to stay overseas is... to marry someone there. yea.. tho i don't quite like my family, i would want my child/children to know bout the chinese culture, my family tree and etc.

i am actually a bit mixed. my maternal grandfather is a true blue Peranakan and paternal grandfather a PRC (people republic of china), and i have relatives from malaysia, indonesia, australia, uk and china. sigh. a few strangers thought that i am an indonesian and tried to speak to me in tagalog... until i open my mouth to speak. LA, HEE, HOR, LEH, LOR etc. haha.. then the cat is out of the bag.

hey everyone out there.. facebook is fun.. i just threw a chicken at someone.. hehe...

someone has gone to london and is only coming back on thursday, maybe friday.. nobody to talk to me.. nobody to laugh with.. sigh..

mm.. if anyone has the chance to buy chips, from overseas, try the thai chilli sauce flavour chips from SMITHS.. omg... its really a mamamamama miiiiaaaa....

met cavan just now.. asked me out for dinner but when i got there, he has no appetite to eat.. then we ended up at MAC donalds, him drinking a regular cola, and me finishing a packet of large french fries. lol. and i didn't even know that 2 blocks away from my house, there is a pc shop. lol. and i finally bought my dear dear labtop a stand with 2 cooler fans.. super cool.. the stand actually emits blue light. maybe i should get running lights to put on the stand.. wow.. then turn on some groovy music and start dancing! yoooo hooooo..

its late. i should rest early. tom is another boring tiring day. wan an, oyasumi nasai, bueno noche, bon nuit (good night)

hey! im feeling so tired. just came back from cairns yesterday, did an office standby today and going to Bangkok tom. what is this man.. cheap labour?? tooot..... poor me.. working so hard just for a little sum of money just enough for me to buy.. a home theatre system..? lol.. im just bull-shitting.

cant wait to move overseas and study. everyone is laughing at me being stupid enough to choose a subject like Psychology? ya right.. thats why i don't want to live here. only my sister-in-law believes in me.. see what i mean.. even my brother thinks i cannot make it. what a pathetic girl i am.

wouldn't it be fun.. to stay far far away somewhere where you will live the life that you have always wanted..? i always thought that although our parents (for me is PARENT.) brought us up, we can't listen to them all our lives. yes, we should respect them as our elders.. but not excessively.. in moderation.. Singapore's ads always highlight the icon EAT IN MODERATION. like some people who is always a mummy's boy or mummy's girl.. GET A LIFE, MAN.

and the only way to stay overseas is... to marry someone there. yea.. tho i don't quite like my family, i would want my child/children to know bout the chinese culture, my family tree and etc.

i am actually a bit mixed. my maternal grandfather is a true blue Peranakan and paternal grandfather a PRC (people republic of china), and i have relatives from malaysia, indonesia, australia, uk and china. sigh. a few strangers thought that i am an indonesian and tried to speak to me in tagalog... until i open my mouth to speak. LA, HEE, HOR, LEH, LOR etc. haha.. then the cat is out of the bag.

hey everyone out there.. facebook is fun.. i just threw a chicken at someone.. hehe...

someone has gone to london and is only coming back on thursday, maybe friday.. nobody to talk to me.. nobody to laugh with.. sigh..

mm.. if anyone has the chance to buy chips, from overseas, try the thai chilli sauce flavour chips from SMITHS.. omg... its really a mamamamama miiiiaaaa....

met cavan just now.. asked me out for dinner but when i got there, he has no appetite to eat.. then we ended up at MAC donalds, him drinking a regular cola, and me finishing a packet of large french fries. lol. and i didn't even know that 2 blocks away from my house, there is a pc shop. lol. and i finally bought my dear dear labtop a stand with 2 cooler fans.. super cool.. the stand actually emits blue light. maybe i should get running lights to put on the stand.. wow.. then turn on some groovy music and start dancing! yoooo hooooo..

its late. i should rest early. tom is another boring tiring day. wan an, oyasumi nasai, bueno noche, bon nuit (good night)